I am part of a men’s group that meets once a month. We take a few hours each month to share what’s going on with us and get advice and support from each other. At our recent meeting one of the men was recounting his experience at Burning Man and, as part of his share, was commenting on the benefits of being in a small community.
I found myself disagreeing with him. Not so much for the nostalgic idea of a small community; rather, for the difficulty in following your own path in a small community. The reality of many small communities is that as long as you’re ‘one of us’ you fit in and can have a great relationship with the others in your community. However, if you aren’t one of us you’ll often end up ostracized and ridiculed. This is the unfortunate reality of being gay in many small communities.
Sure, we’d like to think that we’re above callous behavior and that we’d be kind to everyone. Unfortunately there are people who thrive on gossip and innuendo. A recent New York Times article on small town gossip reinforced this concern.
While I’m all for connection, community and helping each other out. I’m only for those qualities in an environment of mutual respect and tolerance of diversity. Unfortunately in most small communities there isn’t much diversity.